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mondae.. sucks!! took my report bkk... fail until lyk hell! sh!t.. aiyo! damn sucky.. when home.. kanna scolding nt onli frm mum but Sister.. farking Sister.. Ahhh... my PHONE kanna CONFISCATED!! fark up la!!! ahhh... i dunnoe wad to do without a phone... no sms?? ahh...
ahem.. annoucing the last dae of holiday.. ahh!! kaox.. i dun wann go school.. but no choice.. haix.. i promise myself tt i will work harder to get better results cos i cannot fail.. n i dun wanna fail!!
hmm.. sundae went out lor.. wanted to find Ace de.. but in the end she went out wif her mum.. i understand the situation so i nv disturb her lor.. yupps.. spend more time wif parents wad.. in the end i went wif sherlyn n others to ginza plaza!use computer.. haha.. yupps.. i gt nth to say.. but i miss taekwondo! haha.. naughty me! oopx..
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went to watch ghost train wit hy,sy,sarah,jimmy,makky,jessie n Me!at 2.10pm..
sitting arrangement hy,jessie,sy,makky,Me, sarah n jimmy.. let's see.. jimmy lyk sarah.. sy lyk makky... hmm.. great.. i sitting lyk wad.. inthe middle.. after the movie i sort of let sy bite my hand.. now damn pain...tok to jedd at the same time wad.. haha.. haixx.. then after tt go bukit batok,xing house.. then go sim lin square?! dun knw how to spell.. eh. then go newton circus to eat.. yupps.. dun wann to continue.. yuppx.. reach home at ard 11pm +
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ohh.. going to meet jedd, anita,colleen n other ppl.. go bugis dun knw do wad.. maybe walkwalk.. ya.. so happy going to see her.. so long nv see her wonder how she look lyk now.. shld be the same ba.. i damn happy!! ahhh....
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wahaha.. play bball at 11 plus.. at queenstown cc.. with hui yu, shi yun,jimmy,makky n sarah[nv play]haha... hmm.. then went to clementi at 3pm+ go arcade.. then play until 6 then go sarah hse.. use com.. yupps.. then sian.. today is the day she chat with me online!! so happy.. over the moon..!
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stupid jedd... call me at 8.15am in the morning then come my hse.. kaox.. then she say she hungry.. still must cook for her.. noodles.. dumbdumb.. play wif my sis the soft toy which her f give her.. then go squeeze my mushimaro= to someone.. so evil... i make sure u come my hse i keep my mushimaro... at a safe place.. sherlyn n jedd=dangerous... haha.. jedd went with me to meet my friends cos she gt no where to go.. meet.. sarah,jessie,makky n jimmy.. we went arcade then went bowling at the clementi the stadium there.. after tt we decided to go west coast so jedd call Ace to go with us.. haha.. Ace shock leii... saww so many ppl.. haha.. after tt she okay liao la.. we went west coast climb the pyramid.. whee.. i reach the top.. 2 times ok?!lols..
after tt we went to ginza plaza.. jedd went home liao.. then take shuttle bus to clementi.. in the end we went to IMM.. cos forgot to drop off.. haha.. then we took another shuttle bus back to clementi.. Ace n them play pool.. while i sarah n jimmy kanna kick out of the pool place.. so we went down play arcade lor.. diao.. then after tt send sarah home cos she damn blur de.. then i reach home at 9+.. woOahH..
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stupid jedd... call me at 8.15am in the morning then come my hse.. kaox.. then she say she hungry.. still must cook for her.. noodles.. dumbdumb.. play wif my sis the soft toy which her f give her.. then go squeeze my mushimaro= to someone.. so evil... i make sure u come my hse i keep my mushimaro... at a safe place.. sherlyn n jedd=dangerous... haha.. jedd went with me to meet my friends cos she gt no where to go.. meet.. sarah,jessie,makky n jimmy.. we went arcade then went bowling at the clementi the stadium there.. after tt we decided to go west coast so jedd call Ace to go with us.. haha.. Ace shock leii... saww so many ppl.. haha.. after tt she okay liao la.. we went west coast climb the pyramid.. whee.. i reach the top.. 2 times ok?!lols..
after tt we went to ginza plaza.. jedd went home liao.. then take shuttle bus to clementi.. in the end we went to IMM.. cos forgot to drop off.. haha.. then we took another shuttle bus back to clementi.. Ace n them play pool.. while i sarah n jimmy kanna kick out of the pool place.. so we went down play arcade lor.. diao.. then after tt send sarah home cos she damn blur de.. then i reach home at 9+.. woOahH..
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todae go sch.. oral.. boring.. hmm.. then i went to find dan ping n wan tian at tiong.. cos they working.. eh.. then i went jurong.. talked to jedd on the phone.. bo liao.. haha.. meet hui yu, sarah n shi yun at the ice skating ring.. then we went to ice skate.. stupid actually dun wanna go want lei.. but they all la.. haix.. dun knw wad to say.. stupid tt's it.. fell down some times.. n then i think i got it.. yupps.. haix.. actually after orals wanna go home sleep cos damn tired lyk tones of thing on me.. i am very stress... maybe ytd i cry help me to release some.. today i go home must cry... cry out loud.. thn i will be fine.. but i will still think of her... haix.. miss her... nv seen her for lyk how many weeks.. hm.. nvm i still got my ways... haix...
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hmm.. mondae.. jedd wake me up in the morning 9am.. jus becos she nt gg sch.. then wanna come my hse.. lols.. so she came my hse.. ehh.. then we went down cc cos my mum nv go work.. kaox.. after tt we went to meet my mum cos she wanna see me.. haix.. jedd saw my mum.. lame! then.. we go meet sherlyn.. then go tiong.. winnie n wantian working.. haha.. go see them. then we go clementi.. arcade.. then eh... we meet Ace at poly clinic cos she gt rashes?? haha.. hmm.. suddenly i no mood lei.. so i went off then sms jedd tell her i go off first leave sherlyn wif her.. then they ask me go back.. i told them fine.. i go back.. then they keep asking me if i was ok.. dots.. i ask them go away.. then ard 5+ 1 doctor ask Ace go other rm.. they all went in except me.. i outside started to cry.. dun knw y.. stupid me.. i didn't knw they came out.. then they saw me cry.. idiot!! haix.. then they keep asking me if i was alrite.. i was lyk ya... then we waited for Ace the medicine.. they went to see the pharmacy.. i sneak off.. cos i dun wanna stay.. i wanted to go for a walk then go back.. so i went down.. walk walk walk... they noticed tt i was gone.. after abt 15mins. then they call me.. i reject .... reject.. n reject... went back.. then i went back.. saw them outside.. then i hurried in to the toilet.. n guess wad..... i Vomitted.... haix... feel so weird..
wonder y i cry...
wonder y i vomitted..
wonder whu i was thinkin
wonder wad happened to me all of a sudden.
wonder if i was thinkin abt her
wonder if i was tinkin abt him
wonder if it was abt another think..
haix.. i dun knw... sad n sad....
hmm.. then after tt i was ok.. i didn't want them to see me sad again.. so i cheer up.. we went to wad ginza plaza?? then shop then go Ace house.. lols.. then went home lor.. gt nth to say now.. yupps...
me still thinkin of her..... can nv get her out of my mind..
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hmm.. sunday.. i went to work instead of going for taekwondo... oopx.. sorry mr david.. haha.. i nv go.. promise u but in the end broke a promise.. haix.. anyways work for 9hrs.. so tired.. leg suan.. haix.. haix.. i still missin her.. really can't get her out of my mind.. ahh.. scream out loud.. sadsad.. dun wanna tok abt it..
ok.. saturdae went out wif the keystone students n volunteers.. lols.. early in the morning 10am.. they make kite.. wif materials.. hah.. the kids enjoyed themselves.. eh.. then also becos of ms chew, we the female volunteers can take CAB ar.. haha.. whee.. if not i sure die one.. the students si bei irritating.. lols. hmm.. then also we went to west coast to play.. at the same time they flew their kites.. most of them went up.. but for some.. of cos not la.. haha.. eh.. then i wrote my dairy there.. ms chew keep on tease me.. so evil... nvm pregnant lady lyk tt one.. haha.. after tt we went home.. at ard 5.. then i think i went out.. can't remember where.. haix.. oh ya.. i went tiong.. to find dan ping aka Anita.. haix.. then 8pm then bring her home.. scare later she met a se lang.. haha.. then went home.. saw wan tian in the bus.. haha.. we talk then i went home.. at 10pm..
haha.. becos dan ping run away frm home.. so i tis friend should help her ma.. so i ask her come my house in the afternoon.. then help her find place to stay.. hm.. ask xing.. n xing say later then i call her.. she go think of a way... yuppx.. then ok lor..haha..she went meet wan tian... i at home.. think of dun knw whu... then sleep for 3hr plus.. at night 8 i call xing.. then xing say she come my house downstairs.. ask anita to come down frm orchard.. haha.. so we met at lyk wad 10... Jedd came down cos xing wann to see her.. ahah.. b'dae gurl wad.. lols... so i didn't wann to go home.. so went up act lyk i watching tv.. waited for my sis to sleep then go out of e hse.. haha... oopx.. naughty gurl i am.. lyk u all knw i pai kia wad.. haha..sherlyn see tis.. I PAI KIA ownself admit.. nt lyk u.. dun wann admit.. haha.. ok so in the end.. dan ping, danping stead n me n xing went Jedd hse to stay.. lols.. i didn't sleep cos they all snore so loouudd.. lols.. haha.. so i sit on the floor.. sit on the chair.. play my hp.. look around.. n think of her.. so... in the day just past.. 6 plus liao.. haha... ok... went home 6+ in e morning with dan ping n stead.. yupps...
Dan ping.. if anything goes wrong i will help u carry the looaadd together
we solve it together.. 2 brains better then 1 rite.. haha
will be there for u lyk i said.. dun keep anything frm me..
there r friends u can turn to.. lyk me.. Xing... Jedd..
Sorry lei.. becos i angry with u tt time.. but i olso dun knw y...
dui bu qi.. forgive me ya?!
ok... on the 15 june i went out with sherlyn n joan to the cc.. near moii place.. eh.. they wanted to use e com.. so i follow them lor.. haha.. after that they went to tiong.. i didn't go cos dun feel lyk gg..haha.. went home.. i watch tv lor.. 5pm lyk tt they ask me go town find them.. fine!! i went.. in the end onli go there awhile.. then go tiong!? heck la.. sherlyn told me tt wad jedd wanna ask us go drink.. ?? issit.. i dun knw la.. sherlyn n jedd plan de.. so jedd n her fren Ace.. meet us at tiong.. we chatted.. then we waited for a cab for almost an hour? then got 1 come.. we go Jedd hse.. haha.. then after gg her house.. we went down to drink... haha.. shiok... then went home with sherlyn.. at around 12.. yuppx..
haix.. now she online.. i also dunnoe wad to say.. come online just to do something..sian.. when i saw her online i got nth to say lei.. haix.. hope she dun see my blog then i also dun need to feel so shy.. haha.. lols.. hmm.. see her online onli makes me think abt her.. n also everynight tok to jedd n sherlyn onli makes me think n tok abt her.. haixx.. jedd la.. also say abt her.. then she happy lor.. cos i won't be able to sleep properly when she say abt her.. hmp!! jedd u stupid fool.. haha
haix.. this gurl i lyk.. but she told me to give up on june the 4.. at 7.24pm..
haix.. i was so damn the heartbroken..
tears just drop from my eyes..
it rolled down my cheeks.. haix..
i still can't get her out of my mind lor..
haix.. i dun knw lei..
but wadeva it is it not easy to forget someone u knw..
sadsad
haha... this is my first post... lols.. hmm.. dun knw wad to say lor..
