Baby,come back to me?

ii feeling better todae. bt still having a fever..
haix. it went up to 37.9todae.. lolsx.
now so muchh better le. din't went to rest still can ok?
lols.hmm.. really nth muchh to tag abt hor?
ishx lyk my holidae is computer,eat and slp..
hahax. the most got badminton training with sonia they all
cos of the interclass competition in july..
haix.dunno wad to saee liaoo leii.
anyone wann miie tag abt anitink or comment on sumtink
can tagg miie. den ii blog larhs hor?!
hahax.kiies.. gt problem also can ask miie =X
promise ii can be there ferr euu, bt cannot help euu solve larhs =X
the problem ishx urs ma.. wad can ii do ryte.. hahax. gumenasai larhs.
ur tai ji ownself settle larhs.. hahaxx.

][watashi ai anatano 4eva][
][anatano will never be replacedd][

haix.. ii'm having aa fever since ytd..
feeling giddy and having a sore throat.
nt feeling well.. haixx
tml still gt badminton training ferr the interclass match.
den feeling even worse after my maple got hackked..
and now ii'm so feeling down and no mood to do anitink liao
haix. dunnoe wad to saee liaoo..

holidae!! whee=)
maple maple maple here ii come!!
ii'm gonna plae all dae..
ii'm addicttedd t0 euu!!
][maple addicttedd=))][
gtg.. my mummy wann use ..
later denn post agnn..
cyazz ..

facing realityy nw!!
ain't gonna let myself get hurt agn frm bastard and stuff
esp those ppl tat backstabbed miie.
damn fuck larhs.euu lyk him den tell larhs.
make my life miserable nia.fcuk up larhs.
euu dunno hw muchh euu tis fcuker has make miie gone through.
the hard times ii have to deal it myself.

ii knw ii must be strong andd never fall due to tis type of problem
ii must nt let others make miie lyk a stupid fool
treat miie lyk a friend bt in the end backstabb miie.
ii hate euu!! ii hate him!!
ii hate the whole world whu kept miie away from tis tink.
ii hate all of euu. ii'm ain't gonna trust anyone nw.
even if euu are someone tat ii used to trust.
it's all over. euu guys broke the trust urself.
ain't gonna trust euu ppl. thx to euu guys.

†][*^stephh^*][†
04.14pm

haix. the truth out.. and ii actually suspected some tink liao
ii can't believe it..
ONE BACKSTABBER AND ONE BASTARD!!
okies!so wad if euu and ii been together be4 euu are just a FLIRT!!!
and the BACKSTABBER ii HATE EUU!!!
FCUK OFF MY CLIQUES!!
EUU AIN'T GONNA STAY IN THIS CLIQUE ANYMORE
EUU ARE OUT!!
euu sae ii dun treat euu as a fren!!
yah ryte!! if ii dun treat euu as a fren euu tink euu can survive in the class ar..
tink abt it larhs.. sae until lyk tat..
hw can euu sae tat ii dun treat euu as a fren..
euu are just too muchh.. fcuk up man!!
euu knw whu euu are larhs.. is obvious tat ii'm toking abt euu tis BACKSTABBER larhs
NAbeI JIBAI!!EUU NT SHAME MEHX!! DO THIS KIND OF TINK TO UR FREN LARHS.
IN THE FIRST PLACE WHU EUU GO SAVE THEIR NO.?
WAD WAS UR INTENTION?!?!
FCUK MAN!! DUN COME NEAR MIIE LO!!
SOONER OR LATER II TELL EUU II CANNOT TAKE IT
II WILL GO AROUND TELLING PPL ABT THOSE TINKS EUU'VE DONE.
AND WAD A BACKSTABBER EUU ARE!!!!
STAY AWAY FROM MY CLIQUES. ITS NT URS!!
FCUK OFF MAN!!!
EUU BACKSTABBER!!!!
FCUK TAT BASTARD!!FLIRT LYK HELL GO DIE BETTER LARHS.
TINK WAD HUH!! NO WONDER LAST TYM BREAK WITH UR EX ALSO BECOS EUU SO FLIRT WANN FLIRT HERE AND THERE.. DUN COME AND FLIRT MY MEII LO. EUU FCUKER!! SIAM LARHS.. GO FIND TAT BACKSTABBER LARHS. EUU 2 TOGETHER = PERFECT COUPLE!!! REASON:BACKSTABBER +FLIRT EQUAL TO PERFECT..

STAY AWAY MAN!! II HATE ALL OF EUU ESP THE BACKSTABBER THOU II TREAT EUU AS A FREN!! EUU AR.. REALLY HOR.. DAMN THE NO FACE LO..
STILL CAN TREAT AS NTH HAPPEN HOR.. COME TO MIIE TOK DUNNO WAD..
TINK II CAN BE BOTHERED TO TOK TO EUU AR..
SIAM LARHs. dun come and kp miie animore.. ii dun wann to tok to a BACKSTABBER!!

thhe promises tat euu gave miie are all broken into pieces.
nothings gonna heal the wound in my heartx.
thhe promises euu made are all lies.
it has kept miie away from reality.
euu made me wanna love euu more with those promises.
those promises euu made!
thhe promises euu made...

thhe sweet talks on the phone, through sms had make my heartx melt.
thhe tinks euu said to me is still on my mind
and no matter how hardd ii try to forgett it,it stayed on..
it cann never be erased..
if onli ii could be brain washed,tinks could haf been better.
euu will be gone and ii will never remember euu.
thhe sweet talks . thhe promises .

thhe dae euu went awayy was lyk an arrow pierce through my heartx.
it bleed and bleed till ii wennt numb.
thhe dae went to skool thou ii was reaching but euu send me tat msg.
and one of my fren actually pon skool to peii miie.
ii was hurt . were euu hurt?!?!
or do euu just break den break lo..

a fews daes be4 we break,euu said tat breaking won't make euu happy
and still we broke up..yea.everytinks my fault.it was all becos of my jealousy
tat we broke up and we qarreled.
hw ii wishh ii could turnn backk thhe tym den nt be jealous agnn and haf faith in euu
trust euu.but is all too late..
it will never happen agn . cos ii and euu are over.ii can never change or accept the fact.
the fact tat is overx..maybe euu avoiding miie will be better ferr miie..
ii dunnoe.but really it hurts.hw ii wishh ii gt many pan knife with miie nw
cutting myself.and trying to accept the fact.
jealousy cos ii love euu.

][*``stephh``*][

ii dunnoe wadd to do
ii dunnoe wad to sae.
someone just told me on fridae tat euu're a flirt!><
andd it sort of make me sad and ii began to tink alot.
stories of euu being a flirt?!
the image of euu in my heartx has shattered..
and ii began to haf a new image of euu.
on the way home in the bus ii still cn't believe it
its just so hard to accept tis kind of tink.
maybe euu were plaeing with miie.
but ii dun even blame euu.
ii dun blame euu ferr breaking up wit me
cos of another girl
another excuse
another reason.
the truth from euu could haf been sometink
to get rid of the past and being able to face reality
bt euu din't gif me the ryte reason,an excuse.
hw ii wishh ii nvr heard abt euu being a flirt
cos ii hurts miie too muchh..
][*``stephh``*][

~//» ÞūяёħęσλęŅ®
miie family in maple guild.
nt all here budden first tym editing.
thou it isn't nyce but comm'on
first tym kiess..
ii lurve miie guild ppl cos they rock my sock =X
hahahx. and nt forgetting euu guys
whu joined miie guild be4
euu will nt be forgotten. ><
and also thanks to someone special to miie
whu joined miie guild becos of miie.
lurve ya =P

shi bu shi zhen de nii peii bu shang wo hai shi wo peii bu shang nii.
ii still feel tat is ii peii bu shang euu.
ii dunno how to show euu or let euu feel tat ii lurve euu.
but ii tot euu knew hw ii felt abt euu.
it's been a long while since we last contact each other.
but still my lurve for euu has nvr wavered.
how muchh ii wann to sms euu or even gif euu a call,
but ii dun haf the courage.
ii dun haf the guts to sms euu.
everytym ii wann to send the msg,
ii felt stupid
ii feel so useless.
someone told me tat on one of the daes ii will get to see euu.
ii knw how badly ii wann to see euu
but ii dun dare to face euu
my love ferr euu will still remain lyk be4.
cos ii will wait ferr euu to return.
ii'm willingly to do anitink just to haf euu back.
even if euu dun love me.
and euu stead wit me ii dun care as long as ii knw euu are there.
][ ii nidd euu badly][
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