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ii dunnoe if euu do come to m0ii blogg to see but ii hope euu did =)
25th of every month for me ishhx really SPECIAL to m0ii..
a dae ii would nvr forget every month..
it's been hard ferr m0ii to contact euu cos either euu dun reply.
or mayb euu dunnoe how to reply.
hardly see euu online.
ii dunnoe wadd has become ferr us.
it been 17daes since we broke up.
it jux seems so long ferr me.
lykk ii've been wating ferr lyk monthss
budden ii nvr regrett waiting ferr ya..
coss ii knw tt its worth it.
ii dunno if my effort will paid after all the waiting
budden ii dun mind if it didn't cos ii'm willing to wait
wait ferr ur returnn..
everynitex ii would feel so sad..
lie on my bed and cryy.
denn ii go to slp.
ii really wanna thank euu for giving me sweet memories of us
the memories will nvr be erased and it will be kept deep in m0ii heartx.
the care euu gave me just feel so nyce.
it's lyk it's jux wad ii nidd in life.
maybe becos ii dun haf a father wit me to love me.
onli got m0ii mummy whu took care of me since young.
ii really love my mummy. she took such great responsiblity.
taking care of me and my sis. ShE was the one strive for the best for us.
but still ii onli got my mummy love.
maybe ii nidded someone else to love me too.
and came EUU.euu were the one tt gave me hope.
euu were the one whu gave me the love tt ii wannted..
how muchh ii love euu is jux countless.
iit's more den a 100%..
ishhx just too deep ferr me t0 tell anione.
all ii can tell euu is tt
MY LURVE FERR EUU HAS NVR WAVERED.
ANDd It WILL NEVER CHANGE.
till ii am realli tired..
ii wanna end my life..
†[THE LOVE- HW ABT ONE MORE TRY TO PROVE M0II LURVE FERR EUU]†™
ii've been wishhing dae and nite for your returnn.
praying tat euu would come backk andd giff miie-
onee more chancee.
one last tryy.
euu realli dunno hw muchh euu meann to miie.
ii'll tell euu hw muchh euu mean to miie-
ii'm willingly to lett euu hurt miie.
ii'm willingly to give in to euu
ii'm willingly to give euu my heartx
ii'm willingly to love euu even if euu dun
ii'm willingly to give euu anytink
ii'm willingly to diie for euu
ii'm willingly to do anitink just to haf euu back
to haf euu back in moii life baby..
without euu tis 2 weeks..
it was lyk ii'm living without ani purpose in moii life.
there's no meaning in staying in tis world.
cos ii'm living without euu..
ytd ii msg euu at nite. since we din't msg each other
since last week or sumtink.
ii felt tt ii nidded to at least see a reply frm euu
so tt ii can at least feel at ease.
a reply came backk. and ii was totally happy.
maybe euu guys might tink ii am naive but
seriously ii felt so happy when ii receive the msg.
and ii went to bed.
everynite ii look at m0ii phone hoping to get a msg
but nope. it was really depressing.
is just so heart breaking.
haix.
ii'm really not afraid of euu hurting me.
ii'm just afraid tat euu won't gimmi a chance agn.
or even love me agn.
ai yi ke ren zhen de hen tong ku.
stephh
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haix..
ii knw tt it's lyk so impossible to be together agnn. but ii knw tat ii will keep waiting ferr ur return..euu can choose to ignored me. euu can choose to hurt me.but ii dun mind at all. cos ii lurve euu. ii dunno wad happen ytd during chinese lesson.. maybe too bored cos 2 period.. den ii just tink abt the past and guess wadd.. ii shed tears ferr euu agnn. wad to do? y do ii haf to shed tearss ferr euu? ppl ask me to gif up. but ii choose not to? cos ii knw tt euu are worth waiting ferr. and ii dun mind waiting and ii dun mind the pain euu brought to m0ii life.ii still dun get the prefect answer ferr me and euu to break up or maybe ii can't accept it.ii may look strong ii may look happy.
but how muchh ii've suffered do ya knw? ii not strong.. if ii'm ii won't haf cried.
do euu tink ii'm happy?ii smile and plae in skool cos ii dun wann others to becos of me den they all no mood to haf fun in skool.ii'm lyk their kai xin guo..
making them laugh and stuff.ii may make euu guys laugh.. but comm'on.. ii'm not happy!! ii;m NOT!!><
hw ii wishh euu were here wit me everydae.. telling me tat euu lurve me..
but ii knw all tis is juss a dream..
DREAM ON STEPHH!! WAKE UP MAN!!
haix..can anyone wake me up frm tis nitenare?
ii'm stuck in it.. and ii can't get out.
at nite.everytime ii would take out tat letter euu wrote me be4
and read it. there ii go crying agnn.
the promises are all brokenn..
really dunno wad to do..
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stephh' the lonely soul..
lost in her world.
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guess tis code no. *euu*
miSsinG yA every Minute every SeconD
