Baby,come back to me?

Saturday, December 31, 2005

[[so.long.nv.blog.liao.]]
[[it's.really.time.to.tink.back.]]
[[todae.ii.doubt.myself.abt.my.feelings.]]
[[ii.dunnoe.why.but.maybe.i.din't.see.euu.online.]]
[[or.maybe.ii.just.felt.lonely.n.i.just.tink.too.much.]]
[[ii.knw.euu.are.busy.nowadaes.]]
[[ii.dun.blame.euu.]]
[[but.i.doubt.myself.whether.ii.really.love.euu.]]
[[or.ii.lurve.him.]]
[[i'm.totally.confused.all.ii.wann.is.attention&lurve.]]
[[OMG.I'M.TOTALLY.RIDCULOUS.]]
[[ii.hate.myself.]]
[[ii.might.just.let.euu.down.]]
[[ii.dun.knw.]]
[[for.now.dun.put.high.hopes.on.me.]]
[[it.might.just.vanish.in.the.air.]]

totally.hurt.
totally.confused.
totally.INSANE.

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

aww.so long nv blog.
hmm..
my long long story.
i lyk tis person.tis person lyk me.
i got gud feeling for tis person. but tat person lyks me.
so.. now.
i with the person tat lurve me n i lurve that person.
get it??
i feel so guilty for not telling euu earlier.
i totally hate myself.
but wad can i do?
i really hope u can forgive me.
n also dun leave me..
cos u are still nidded by my side.

i wonder.
if 1 day i fall.will euu be there for me?
will euu still be by my side?
will euu still lurve me?
can i still haf euu by my side?
or will euu leave me alone?
n let me regret making tat choice?
u keep telling me u're happy.
i doubt so!!
euu say tat u might not be playing maple anymore.
euu!just dump everytink behind becos of tis matter.
i feel so sad.i really do.

when u sms me ytd at lyk 5am.
i was so shock yet appy tat u sms me
but the msg was making me sad. n tears came.
i just nidd an answer a yes or a no to those questions on top.
ur still someone i treasure lots.

Thursday, December 15, 2005

aww >.now since maple under maintences.
den come blog lo.

euu.came.back.but.euu.still.so.cold.to.me.
ii.feel.so.sad.tat.now.
euu.dun.treat.me.the.way.euu.do.last.time.
wadd.can.ii.do.to.make.euu.lyk.last.time.
shld.we.just.gif.up.on.tis.??
shall.we.just.move.on.with.our.life.
thou.ii.can't.bear.but.maybe.is.time.
there.won't.be.a.beginning.without.an.ending.
could.euu.just.tell.me.wad.euu.wann.?
if.euu.still.wanna.carry.on.pls.do.not.treat.me.coldly.
send.a.sms.or.gif.me.a.call.tell.me.tat.euu.care.
tell.me.tat.euu.still.lurve.me.

tinks.been.going.on.lately.
lyk.ytd.played.maple.with.colleen.bee.n.jedd.
got.pissed.off.

TAT ONE
SOMEONE.
EUU!
make.me.totally.pissed.off.by.the.way.u.react.
make.me.totally.feel.irritated.by.wad.euu.say.
argh..totally.pissed..

ii.am.totally.confused.with.wad.ii.am.doin.now.
is.totally.crazy.la.
ii.nv.tink.abt.the.consquences.die.le.la.
if.tis.tink.come.out.ii.might.end.up.losing.everytink.
argh.stupid.me.go.n.die.la.

Saturday, December 10, 2005

was playing maple since ytd.
nv slp the whole niteZ!!
[[todae.at.2.08pm.]]
[[kev.quit.guild.]]
[[ii.saw.him.click.quit.guild.]]
[[straight.away.my.tears.just.roll.down.]]
[[ii.dunnoe.why.]]
[[maybe.imma.too emotional.]]
[[but.he.was.the.closest.to.me.in.the.guild.]]
[[he.treat.me.so.gud.]]
[[now.he.left.is.lyk.so.sad.can.]]
[[he.say.still.got.him.in.buddy.list.]]
[[is.different.ok!.]]
[[nvm.euu.won't.changed.it.]]

Thursday, December 08, 2005

[[its.really.over.between.us.]]
[[ii.dunnoe.why.]]
[[euu.ignored.me.]]
[[euu.ignored.my.smses.]]
[[euu.were.so.cold.to.me.in.msn.]]
[[when.ii.just.tried.to.figure.out.why.]]
[[ii.lurve.euu.maybe.letting.euu.go.]]
[[euu.will.be.better.with.others.]]
[[ii.haf.let.euu.go.now.]]
[[just.go.dun.turn.back.]]
[[euu.shld.knw.tat.imma.total.hurt.]]
[[ii.totally.broke.down.]]
[[ii.dunnoe.wad.i.haf.done.wrong.]]
[[ii.dunnoe.ii really.dunnoe!.]]
[[but.since.euu.leave.me.]]
[[there.must.be.a.reason.]]
[[writing.all.these.]]
[[ii.just.cried.]]
[[ii.couldn't.stop.myself.]]
[[iima.not.tat.strong.as.euu.ppl.tink.ii.am.]]
[[if.ii.had.a.chance.to.turn.back.the.clock.]]
[[ii,would.haf.let.euu.go.earlier.n.ii.will.knw.wad.happen.]]
[[and.i.will.realized.tat.euu.belong.to.others]]
[[ii.dunnoe.if.there's.a.change.to.be.back.agn.]]
[[but.as.wad.my.blog.says.]]
[[I WILL BE RIGHT HERE WAITING FOR EUU!]]

hearts.shattered.
mind.brokedown.

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

~+//__wIthOut eUu__\\+~ Wednesday, December 07, 2005

[[wIthOut.euu.by.my.side.yesterday.]]
[[It.wasn't.fun.at.all.]]
[[There's.no.meaning.iin.me.doin.it.]]
[[yesterday.when.euu.were.there.]]
[[tok.to.euu.but.euu.didn't.wanna.reply.]]
[[do.euu.knw.how.hurt.it.is.]]
[[when.euu.didn't.bother.or.tok.to.me.]]
[[ii.lose.so.many.tinks.without.euu.]]
[[it's.really.precious.]]
[[ii.could.understand.tat.y.euu.angry.]]
[[but.euu.shld.try.to.understand.me.too.]]
[[ii.couldn't.just.leave.lyk.tat.]]
[[ii'm.not.saying.tat.euu.are.forcing.me.]]
[[ii.dunnoe.how.to.say.]]
[[but.please.do.not.leave.me.]]
[[please.do.not.becos.of.tis.matter.]]
[[ii.truely.lurve.euu.]]
[[donch.let.me.in.the.dark.]]
[[ii.lurve.EUU.]]

-25- lurve euu!

Monday, December 05, 2005

[[euu.are.the.onli.one.ii.wann.now.]]
[[euu.have.alreadi.told.me.tat.euu.do.]]
[[so.do.not.leave.me.again.]]
[[ii.will.lurve.euu.with.all.my.heart.]]
[[cos.euu.do.lurve.me.too.]]
[[i.hope.tis.is.not.a.dream.]]
[[do.not.wake.me.up.if.it.was.a.dream.]]
[[cos.ii.wann.it.to.stay.alive.in.me.]]
[[just.wanna.tell.euu.tat.i.lurve.euu.]]
[[i'm.not.gonna.leave.euu.]]
[[till.the.dae.we are.not.meant.to.be.]]
[[till.the.day.euu.dun.lurve.me.no.more]]
[[when.euu.lurve.someone.else.]]
[[ii.shall.let.euu.go.]]
[[cos.i.lurve.euu.ii.wann.euu.to.be.happy]]