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Monday, November 28, 2005
Monday, November 28, 2005

[[ii.miss.euu.]]
[[ii.nidd.euu.to.be .by.my.side.]]
[[to.make.me.happy.]]
[[evertime.ii.tink.of.euu.]]
[[euu.are.far.away.from.me.]]
[[ii'm.wondering.why.euu.left]]
[[your.name.keep.appearing.in.my.mind.]]
[[ii.wouldn't.stop.tinking.of.euu.]]
[[ii.miss.euu.so.badly.]]
*[[please.come.back.]]*
*__[[hurry.back.hurry.back.]]__*
[[there's.no.special.reason.for.tis]]
[[ii.just.realizedd.tatt.time.passed.slowly]]
[[when.euu.were.not.by.my.side]]
*~[[ii.miss.euu]]~*


//___.xiang'.ni'[.hao'.xiang'.ni']*


Friday, November 25, 2005
Friday, November 25, 2005

[[ii.am.not.going.to.forget.the.days.ii.had.with.euu.]]
[[not.matter.how.long.ii.have.to.wait.]]
[[ii.am.going.to.get.euu.back.]]
[[love.is.patient.]]
[[love.is.kind.]]
[[it.is.not.rude.]]
[[it.is.not.self.seeking.]]
[[it.is.not.easily.angered.]]
[[it.keeps.no.record.of.wrongs.]]
[[it.always.protects.]]
[[always.trusts.]]
[[always.hope.]]
[[always.perseveres.]]
[[love.never.fails.in.Me.]]
[[im.not.going.to.give.up]]
[[trust.me.let.time.prove.it.to.euu]]


Friday, November 25, 2005

hmm.. ytd slp at 8am in the morning.
bloody maple. download nidd 8hrs!!
and i use the com at lyk 12am!!
argh..i cannot slp.. so i waited..
den one of my fren also downloading.
so we play games together.
the last few mins was lyk damn funny.
lol. cos sometink happen to his dl..
so evil :X
anyways. i took a 4hr nap?
den went online. maple patch!!
6.30 den can..haix.. in the end 7pm
den can play.. make me wait agn.. argh..
so tired.. but imma happy cos i can play..
MAPLE!!
lolxx..


Thursday, November 24, 2005
Thursday, November 24, 2005

[[ii.lurve.euu.so.much.]] [[budd.euu.left.me.alone.in.the.dark.]]
[[wad.did.ii.do.to.get.tis.]] [[euu.knw.how.ii.feel.abt.euu.]]
[[euu.are.so.precious.to.me]] [[euu.shld.knw.tat.]]
[[no.matter.wad.ii.will.always.be.there.for.euu.]]
[[when.euu.are.hurt.ii.will.lend.euu.wadeva.ii.can]]
[[be.it.my.shoulder.be.it.my.arms.]]
[[anytink.ii.do.ii.do.it.for.euu.]]
[[hurts~]]
[[euu.will.come.back.one.day.to.me.]]


Sunday, November 20, 2005
Sunday, November 20, 2005


moii backk vieww.joann mummy tot i cut hair.
lols.
imma just tired n bored without euu.
imma sad.
imma confused.
anyone of euu wann to save me?
there's no such tink in me tt is called fairytale ending.
ii dun believe it.
its not happening to moii.
-sick.
-tired.
-blur.
-confused.
-depression


Sunday, November 20, 2005

now is ard 1.45am.
imma toking to sherlyn mummy now on msn.
haix.. she tinks tt got sometink happen to me.
actually i am lo..
imma totally not myself now.
imma totally feeling lost n sad.
i really dunnoe wad to do lo.
i mean.. wad shld i do..
haix.. i can't forget it u knw!!
i knw how much u mean to me!
i now dun even feel lyk continuing play ms.
so i chat with sherlyn mummy.
tok to her tat time. i was sort of sad
my.tears.just.flow.down.to.my.cheeks.
she ask me if i was crying cos web cam.
den i say no. she ask if i n ahem become a pair le ma?
i was lyk no. den i change my nick.n. stop web caming.
cos i can't stand it le.
imma really sad. guys dun ask me out these few days!
orite!! i dun wanna go out. leave me alone to cool down.
let me tink abt it.let me tink abt wad is wrong.
give me a break yeah?!maybe gaming will let me feel better.
so guys dun tink imma mad.thanks.
anyways.
mummy thanks for being there for me.
love ya loaaddss~
!


Sunday, November 20, 2005

Ppl ar.. haixx..
imma so bored..
playing maple..
darryl kor. tell me tt shiyun
got play maple. lolss..
ok.. now i going to go find her den help her lvl up..
buai!!


Friday, November 18, 2005
Friday, November 18, 2005



hmm.. looking through the smses*

imisseuusomuchtateuuevenknw!



Friday, November 18, 2005



Friday, November 18, 2005

hm. now is 5.21am..
haixx. i dunnoe wad to do sia.
can euu tell me??
imma really bored without euu.
tinking of *AHEM* agn..
haix. but *ahen* sure dunnoe de.
tink slping le?!always lyk tt!!
anyways..

to:sweetheart!
hw haf u been?!so long nv see euu le.
i miss euu so much..
haix. faster find one day we meet up.
with the cliques..
lurvee yaa loaaddsss!

to: sherlyn mummy
sorrie la. really can't tell amyone knw.
is lyk 1 ppl knw the whole world knw.
n i dun see the nidd to tell u guys knw.
oopx. lyk veri bad hor. sorrie.
but can't help it lahxx. dun force me k!
when is time it shall come out.
u guys will find out den.
sorry.. terribly am!!

to:xing
cing ar.. u veri pro lo
say i madness??
wad wrong with me?
hmmm..
u veri gud!!
nv write back testi for me.
den nv come my blog tag back.
faster la.. tag n write testi for me!!
tks!

tt's all for now..
*am missing *ahem*


Friday, November 18, 2005

haix.now is 3.34am..
n imma still can't slp.
i knw tt u guys might tink i am playing maple.
but now imma not! i dunnoe y..
feel so bored without tt *SOMEONE*
haixx.ask tt person play.nv answer my sms.
awww.maybe tt person slping cos tired.
sad ryte! imma so bored without *ahem*
dun feel lyk slping cos of *ahem*
keeping tinking of *ahem*
wann to see *ahem*
wann to sms*ahem*
wann to play with *ahem*
imma sad!imma bored to death!
without *ahem*
haix..but wad can i do ryte!!
*ahem*now shld be slping le.
can't call can't sms *ahem*
AHHHHH!!
i wann see *ahem*online!!

maple..
darryl kor help me hunt a golden sb today..
haha.. tks kor. u r the best. but if u found the silver de
can gimmi me instead. or the aqua!!haha!!
anyways.i can't ask for much. is up to euu to decide.
which to gimmi.

to:*AHEM*
[[I wanted you to know I love the way you smile]]
[[I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away]]
[[I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well]]
[[I wanna hold you high and steal your pain]]

just.wanna.tell.euu.tat.ii.lurve.euu.with.all.my.heart.and.soul.
without.euu.ii.can't.live.the.way.ii.am.now.
without.euu.imma.better.off.dead.


Thursday, November 17, 2005
Thursday, November 17, 2005

now is 7.02am in the morning.
and i just finish playing maple.
gonna get some rest den later play agn.
imma tinking of "someone"* haha..
miss tat person. awww. haix.
xing they all ask me today go out.
i see first la.. cos whu knws i wann stay at home
cos of tat SOMEONE*haha..
okok.. imma hungry nw.. nv eat dinner n lunch ytd.
haha!! imma going to bed. den ltr eat.. hah!
buai~!


Thursday, November 17, 2005

now is 3.59pm. i woke up at 10am.
slp at 8am cos i couldn't slp.
tinking of *SOMEBODY*
so i went downstairs to walk ard.
den walk until 30mins later i when up
den veri tired so i just fell aslp..
haha.. jessie woke me up with her sms
anyways.. just now i online at 12+ den
the maple say 5 den can play!kaox..
anyways playing yahoo pool now. lata den blog!


Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Wednesday, November 16, 2005

now is 6.55am..
n i just finish playing maple for now?!
gonna get a short nap! den use the com agn..
haha.. anyways.. now i lvl 31 le.. going 32 soon bahx.
hmm.. must hurry lvl up lo!
tt wx today say wad.. y i chiong so fast?
fast meh.. damn slow lo.. haha..
k la.. i gonna go slp le..ytd wake up 11am..
see later wad time i wake up! haha..
sure got someone wake me up de..
*somebody* hehexx.
kk nitenite!


Wednesday, November 16, 2005

now is 6.55am..
n i just finish playing maple for now?!
gonna get a short nap! den use the com agn..
haha.. anyways.. now i lvl 31 le.. going 32 soon bahx.
hmm.. must hurry lvl up lo!
tt wx today say wad.. y i chiong so fast?
fast meh.. damn slow lo.. haha..
k la.. i gonna go slp le..ytd wake up 11am..
see later wad time i wake up! haha..
sure got someone wake me up de..
*somebody* hehexx.
kk nitenite!


Tuesday, November 15, 2005
Tuesday, November 15, 2005

woah!now is 5.50am in the morning
n guess wad!! my mother not home yet?
n my sis is slping!wonder where my mum go sia!
anyways she not at home. i den can online.
till so late.. hahaxx.anyways.. imma still not tired
but if mum come back see me online she sure say tis n tt
so i guess i gonna take a short nap. or sumtink.
den start playing maple agn.. cos.i wann to plaY!!
haha.. today lvl up le.. now lvl 30!!
shiok sia!! hahaha..
nowadays. really wondering wad my mum doin.
can dun even come back after work?!
wad the hell sia?! she suppose to be at home lo.
haix.. really dunno where she go..
nowadays. stay at home. play maple.
except for ytd went to bukit panjang!
n also went to work den go home.
nv bother to go out le.ppl ask me out i also dun wann
really wonder?! imma A D D I C T E D to the com!!
cannot leave the com lyk tat.. wahahas
ppl ask me dun keep on play. not gud!
must rest?! i got rest wad.. i got slp..
at least i got rest not lyk i play the whole day. nv to anytink
but at the com infront.. hahas..
now outside all the owl making those funny sound.. so irritating lo.
hahas.. den got houses lighted with lights.. guess they wake up.
get ready for work.
my mum says imma a owl. always at nitedun slp so early ..
dun in the morning slp until afternoon! hahas..
anyways. imma really having fun playin maple!
guys.. free must play maple. veri nice wors!! hahas.
kkzz. i do my tink le go slp!
wan an!!


Monday, November 14, 2005
Monday, November 14, 2005

O.o imma so sadd!!
mummy n mama gonna go for OBS today!
monday!tt's today morning!haixx..
gonna miss them so much!
they going to puala ubin?? dun knw how to spell
for 4 days.. i repeat 4 days!!
oh man!
now is 4.22am..
time really passes by when i play games!!
hmm.. esp with friends!
but i enjoy every moment with them..
having fun n luffing away..
haha..ask tt jedd kor play
she dun wann..so sad!
she say her com nt enuff memory.
waiting for her new com to come on the 19 ritE?
shld be.. hahax.. when she get her nw com..
imma gonna force her to download tat game!
hahaxx.u shld knw wad i toking la.. jedd dun act blur.
anyways.. now my leg n everywhere aching..
lyk got cramp.. my leg veri pain.. is hurting me..
n also my hand veri tired!! hmmm..
dun knw when i having work?! hahax..
maybe tml? i dun wann.. my leg damn pain.
i wann stay at home n rest..
tuesday shld be alrite! haha..
i feel lyk imma toking crap here.
today went out with jedd n colleen.
go to bukit panjang plaza.. walk walk.
den i damn tired.. on the way there
in the bus,i felt aslp..till tat jedd call me..
ask me when i am le.. anyways..
reach home abt 8.45pm??
yea.. den bathe n went online le.
started to play maple with her*..
den after tat she lvl up 2 times. me?
lvl up 1 time onli! hmm..
den after tat got one guy. also magician. join our party.
n we started having fun. talk n att mushroom n stuff!
so fun can!! den after tt she n tat guy went offline le..
left me alone. so i went to kill boar.. haha..
k la.. now i going to slp le. cos i tml must wake up at 11 am..
go online agn.. haha..
gudnite ppl!


Sunday, November 13, 2005
Sunday, November 13, 2005

now is 3.06am
n imma here to post agn
haix.just knw play maple with C******
play until she wann to slp!
so tml den we play agn!
haha. be4 she went to bed
she send me a gud nite message
i tot is wx! haha.. cos she call me
ask me tis n tat!
at nite ok auntie! call me?! siao!
haha.. kk.. u sms me i ok. but u call me.
my whole table shaking until u stop calling
arghh!nvm!
anyways,got my webcam le. so gud.
somemore i ownself install the stupid webcam
lame!jux nw webcam with joanne mei!
she keep luffing!haha.. den i turn the webcam ard the house
she look at it.. then say she headache.. haha..
den somemore she watching tv.
stupid meimei!nxt time watch tv dun talk to me!
u make me feel so bored! haha!
k la! gonna start playing maple agn! bye!!


Saturday, November 12, 2005
Saturday, November 12, 2005

now is 5am in the morning.
n i am awake.lame lo.
i forgot the time while playin' maple
wx n darryl lee. imma gonna catch up in no time!
hehe.. watcha out!haha.
no la.. when i same lvl as u guys den say!
kk.. i wan go slp le.. not bad le lo.
ytd slp at 4.45am den wake up 10+am
den go work go taekwondo.
still got energy to play..
haha..kkz. gud morning everyone!
lolx! while gud nite to me!


Friday, November 11, 2005
Friday, November 11, 2005

nw is alreadi 4.44am!!
looks lyk imma mad rite!
haix. also dunnoe y cannot slp
den play maple lo.
kor u ask me download gunbound de hor
when i download u beta play with me!
haha.. den can bully euu!!
yay!but also cannot play gb until siao!
must play maple! i wann lvl up!
catch up with wx n my kor!
bleahx!they lyk see me damn noob lyk tt lo
haha!k laax.. imma gonna try to slp le!
tml wake up den post agn!


Friday, November 11, 2005

ytd slp at 3am.. play maple.
couldn't close my eyes to slp..
haix. imma addicted to maple le
haha.. these few days chiong maple
gotta catch up with wx n darryl..
bleahs..ok..
i gotta go to the polyclinic now for injection
den go work..
post again tonite!

jepher


Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Wednesday, November 09, 2005

如果你突然打了个喷嚏 那一定就是我在想你
常常想 你说的话是不是别有用心 明明很想相信 却又忍不住怀疑
baby情话多说一点 想我就多看一眼
表现多一点点 让我能 真的看见 Bye 少说一点
想陪你不只一天 多一点 让我 心甘情愿 爱你
常常想我说的话你是否听得进去 明明很想生气 却又止不住笑意
慢慢地累积感觉两人的世界 就能够贴近一点


Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Tuesday, November 08, 2005

haha.. so long nv post le.
anyways..
"she" say tt i am happy tt they break..
imma happy cos they seen ur true color..
n not tat imma not happy when u stead with her..
nvm ... u dun get it de..

work work work..
imma happy..
cos i make more friend..
n also at the same tym
earn money ma.. haha

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