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hmm.. ytd happy go town find hui yu they all.
end up.. all in a mess!! everyone all veri sad..
i am damn angry lo..
ytd go bugis meet a passive..
din't knw she knw my senior call ruth
if i knw she with her i won't go le..
nvm!! haix.. i damn sad...
n i am still sick!!
yet i can still go out.. i dun even feel lyk going back!!! haix..
anyone can help me!! i need someone badly..
cries!!
Jepher
todae also no mood la..
actually wann go watch movie de.. den dunno wad the heck they all doin'
last time always lyk tt de..
knn.. haix.. i dun feel lyk typing again.. go see my friendster the profile at the bottom
i wrote there already..
yups..
Jepher
hm.
went to sentosa,siloso
wif sylvia,chloe,hui yu,jessie,ace,xing,melsyn,danping,wan tian n of cos Me..
long time since i've seen ace..
the weather wasn't good.. haix.. god was not wif us..
anyways we had fun.. sylvia wore bikini..
we went into the water..
mel n i swam to the other side.. took 2 snail back to the other side..
haha.. gave them a surprised??
i n mel became closer also.. haha..
n also seeing aCe i also veri happy..
Jepher
ytd went to play bball!!with colleen n jedd n othersss..
hm.. todae went out of the house of the hse at ard 1Pm..
go for moii usual program as a volunteer
went bowling with the whole bunch of ppl!
it was quite fun thou!
haha.. hmm..
i am still new in the volunteer grp as all of them r older then me
lyk the youngest is ard 19.. ya.. haha..
dun knw wad else to sae le... so end here..
jepher
i realli dunn knw waDd to do la!
very farking boring
na bei la!!
knn!!!!!
y ishh tiss world lyk tt de?!
haix..
is there really no true love in tis world?
Jepher!
ytd went wif jeDd go fishing.. at ard 2 lyk tt...
haha.. veri fun lor..
although i nv fish la..
dun knw wad.. wad u wann me to do..
haha.. ok.. anyways i ate dinner at her house..
eat prawn n fishh...
haha
i cut my hand on fridae then veri itchy..
jeDd dunno put wad tink la.. but in the end ok le..
during F&N
i went to buy pen knife
just to cut my hand..
haix..
also dunno for wad
maybe i just feel lyk cutting
izzit veri stupid of me?
i dunno lei..
any one can tell me????
Jepher?!
the pressure i have.
no one knws. no one cares
feeling sad, lonely
they just dunno how i feel
one whu always nag n shouts
one whu wants me out of the house
i leave the house. she complaint
what she want me to do?
what does she want from me?
anyone can tell me?
these is not my life!
outsiders treat me better den them
eg. JeDd kor,jessie,sarah,hui yu
y ain't they my brother or sista?
y do i haf to suffer?
wad does the world wants from me?
wad does God wants from me?
wad am i to them?
wad am i to the world?
am i meant to be in tt house?
was i wrong to be born to this world?
can anyone tell me?
JeDd who treat me lyk a sista
jessie whu is always there for me
sarah whu is so blur tt i can laugh
hui yu whu i can play with
shi yun whu makes me maD
dan ping whu makes my heart pound fast n slow
colleen whu now treats me a friend
steph.phua play n laugh wif me
all treat me lyk a human..
a person
wad do those 2 treat me as??
RUBbiSh!!
Jepher
ii knew wE werE meantt tO be 2getherr
we are tO go Through thick N thin
euu were alwayS there for me when ii nidd euu
ii toldd myself that u r the One whu make me smile
I toldd myself that ii nidd euu by my side
withoutt euu for the past 1 week
life wasn't easy forr me
waDd ii toldd euu was a lie
ii knew ii hurtt euu badly
butt ii didn't knw waDd ii was doiNn
butt nOw since wE startt anEw
ii would treasurE euu lots
iiwill keep Our promisedd
ii will protectt uur heartt tO the Extreme
ii won't ket u Ddrop a tear forr me againn
ii am ready to facE any challenges aheaD
ii will cry with Euu
ii will laugh with eUu
ii will do anytink forr Euu
the new me infrontt of euu
is a new mE
ii n euu will neverr be apartt
Jepher!
behind these black eyes
i am here Once again
I'm torn into pieces
can't deny it, can't pretend
just that u were the One
broken down deep ionside
but you r just not here to see
the tears behind these black eyes!
"Jepher"-25-
