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ytd cs came to my house den go miit sonia they all at the court..
plae until 10 ar? ii guess.. hahahx. den cs he fell aslp at the chair there.
lols.. maybe tired bahx.den we all walk to the bus stop..
den cs cross to the other side.. he looks lyk he gonna fall ani moment.
cos he lyk so so tired larhs..
den he gt on the bus..
ii and sonia and thurges at the bus stop chatting till my bus came..
thx guys ferr waiting with miie =)
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feeling soo sadd, dint haf the mood to eat den whole dae nr eat..
onli eat mentos sweet >< and drinkss..
haixx..
ii totally make the wrong move in everytink ii've done.
felt so stupid, felt so crazy.but tat's was all ii've done fer euu
euu may tink tat ii'm so crazy but ii tink it was worth it.
as long as tat makes euu happy, ii'm happy..
ii'm willingly to do anytink as long as euu are happy..
ii'm trying so hard just to haf euu by my side.
ii knw tat ii niidd euu so badly..
but ishx up to euu to decide..
nth muchh to write liaoo
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ShE'sS mInE~~
my maple dear~~shhe's soo cutee larhsx..
wo aii niix.. hehex..
To Ahems:
when ii saidd ii dun tink euu nidd miie animore is cos nw euu gt new frens.
ii knw tat ii'm stupid in saying this bt when ii type tat
ii was hoping euu would sae tat euu nidd miie agnn.
ii wann to be there ferr euu but ishx just so weird now.
euu came into myy life with loads of reasons.
being with euu in the past was sometink tat ii treasure.
bt ii dunno y we drifted apart.
maybe we nidded tym to tink abt wad we want frm each other.
ii had never wann to let euu go =(
when we drifted apart a few months ago,
ii have always wanted to ask euu how euu were and stuff.
bt ii din't haf the courage to talk to euu on msn or through sms.
it was hard,just so hard.
can euu still rmb the past at orchard where ii ask euu to stand
at the dustbin there to laugh cos euu can't stop laughing at cine.
it was really funny..
euu were the one tat make my life change.
filled with laughter and joy when ii was with euu.
how muchh ii nidded euu with miie.
how ii wishh ii can still listen to ur troubles.
even without miie in ur life ii wann euu to stay strong
never let anyone make euu cry
cos ii dun wann euu to be sadd.
ii wann euu to be crazy and keep laughing instead of crying.
ii wann euu back in my life cos onli euu can change my life.
-ii wann euu back-
ytd at nite my mummy nag at miie sia..
make miie go to bed at 12am+ T.T
cannot slp larhs.. den sms CS den we sms..
den we talk on the phone.. hahah.
tok until he fell aslp larhs.. stupid boi..
ask him go slp dun wann.. in the end slp when we chatting..
zzz... ii make sure he really fell aslp den ii put down the phone..
hahah.. waited ferr lyk 5 mins den no reply. den ii put down..
den ii sms miie a gudnitex msg den ii went to my bed and slp..
5 mins later.. my hp vibrated larhs.. zzzz...
den CS sms miie de.. damn dots horx..
den sms until 4am + dunno how sia.. tym pass so fast..
ishx lyk we sms each other 5 mins later.
end up frm 2+ to 4+ ...
and he sms funny tinks larhs.. makee miie go crazy..
trying to figure wad he was typing in the msg..
lame.. in the end he really fell aslp.. so ii went to bed too..
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todae.. CS sms miie.. den ii plaeing maple marhx. den forgt reply him.
den he sae call miie sia. den sae ii make hm sad cos nvr reply him.
nt purposely de marhx. ii plae game den will get distracted de.
den he sae ii dun wann tok to him. den sae he dun wann tok to miie liao
den ii out of angry -ness ii sae ok lo.. dun tok...
den we put down the phone.. ii'm lyk so sad larhs.. cos nt purposely de.
ii was angry tat's y ii sae dun tok lo..
den CS sms miie now ii also nvr reply.. ii off my hp.. ii dunno y..
haix.. feeling so sad now larhs.. *CRIES*
no mood to plae anitink le.. nor online.. maybe later bahx..
tata~
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slpt at lyk 8am in the morning.
and ii wishh CS ferr the competition be4 ii went to bed
den slp all the way to lyk 6pm larhs T.T
so long.. haha.. den he sae ii nvr reply him =.=
becos ii was still slping.. and euu sae tat euu going to slp larhs.
so dun wann disturb euu ma.. stupid leii..
in the end also sms each other.. ryte..
euu dun keep on sae urself can..
yups.. gtg liao larhs!!
stupid mother nagging at miie >ii where gt slp so early de.. all becos of my mummy =.=
gtg.. siann..
smsing CS NOW ~~ hahah..
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last few daes keep on go out with jedd and berber..
thursdae tat stupid jedd wake miie up early in the morning 7+ with a stupid sms.
saeing "ii pon skool todae. " ...
den she come my house ard 10plus cos sis just went out to work.
den we call bernice she still slping =X
den in the end she woke up and den come my house peii tat jedd..
den we went to holland v at 2 to eat larhs.. hmm. so hungry =.=
after tat slack until 9 at my house.. den they went home..
heng my mummy haven't come home yet.. hahax.
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den fridae tt jedd bo go skool agn..
ii mean euu go die larhs. nvr go skool come kacao miie..
hmph.. den ytd ask miie go all the way to serangoon to miit euu and ber..
wad the hell larhs.. zzz.. waste my tym.. haha.. in the end also go there do nth
den go hougang mall go plae arcade nia.. zzz..
haha.. den go home tat tym my toe cramp!?!?!
maybe plae DDR too muchh.. haha..
anyways.. after tat send ber to clementi godmother house there.
den we went back.. haha.. anyways quite fun.
and it was the last dae ber will be in sg cos she going genting..
missing her =X haix..
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todae go out with jedd to miit colleen at jurong point..
go there awhile nia den colleen sae wann go liao =.=
lamer.. den in the end plae arcade awhile den go home liaox.
waste my tym.. haha.. kidding..
dunno wad to post liao. another dae larhs
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todae..actually suppose to stay at home de..
online plae maple. den half way dun feel lyk plaeing
so ii quit. den ii go msn.. den dan ping ask mii gt ppl wann work now..
den ii ask if ii can lo. since ii nidd $$ hahax.
yups. so it was at suntec conventional hall.. so many ppl T.T
den ii haf to gif flyers.. hahax. the ppl there damn lame lo..
gif miie one whole big sack.. hold on one hand. ...
ii go the entrance the escalator..
my hand keep on shake.. cannot take it.. cos too heavy liao larhsx.
guess whu ii saw larhs.. joanne meii sia.. lols.with her mummy..
she also shock bahx.. hahax. yups..
haix.. hahax. anyways. it was nt bad larhs. still tired bt yups.
of cos will tired larhs.. euu earning money leii.. hahax.
anyways. finish at lyk 8plus lo.
den ii finding ferr the bus stop tt can take bus home..
walk lyk 15-20mins.. T.T..
dun lyk suntec.. ishx too big!!
hahax. anyways, anyone gt job to recommend tell miie larhs.
example flyers. or anitink simple larhs. yups. tyty worss..
thx danping ferr todae the job can earn some moneyy..
danping ar! more jobs ferr miie pls ><
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todae.. went out with sherlyn,tricia, wendy,jiamin,liling,judy,germaine and lynn.
we went marina south to eat steamboat..
met them at 6+.. paisehx.. ii was lyk so late larhsx.
ehx.. we had so muchh fun man..
we were so noisy at marina south there larhsx.
ehs.. den after we went arcade after eatingg..
then onli ii and sherlyn mummy and liling stayed cos judy they all wann go home liao.
den we plae finish, go bus stop they still there waiting.
hahax.. less den 1 min the bus come le..
den we board the bus..
den all of them went home was lyk still early larhs.
so onli ii and mummy at tiong the burger king down there talk abt loaddss of stuff larhs.
den 10 plus going 11 den mummy wann go home liao
den we go 7 11 first to buy her sweet =.=
ahaha.. on the way out .. ahemm!!
someone hor wear high heel hor.. so unlucky larhs..
ppl euu knw the door lock at the bottom gt one hole de..
den her heel stuck den she nearly fall larhsx. so funnie!!
ok ii knw euu gonna kill miie but must share with ppl..
hahax.. den send her to the taxi stand wait with the cab den during the wait,
gt these guys ask ferr mummy's no. lolsx.
den mummy reject !! hahax. pathetic..
they can't get mummy's no.. hahahaxx!!!
den mummy take the cab liao,sms miie , sae wad the driver tok to himself..
hahax. ii sae later he drive her to somewhere else.
she sae she will humtamm himm.. haha..
den ii go home liao, bathe and den plae com now..
dunnowad to sae liao.. tml den blogggg..
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ii really dunno wad to do le larhs.
euu wann make my life difficult onli.
euu sae ii backstabb euu instead of euu backstabb miie.
tell euu're frens or kor or whu ever.
ii dun care larhs. fine larhs everytink also my fault.
euu wann gain pity go ahead larhs. tell ppl ishx my fault.
ask them scam my blog. just becos euu sae ii backstabb euu
ii feel so yuan wang liao,when ish euu whu backstabb miie larhs.
dun sae euu nvr or dun sae ii anyhow sae.
ii really dunno wad to sae larhs. ishx lyk ii treat euu as a fren somemore
euu sae ii dun treat euu as a fren. ii heard tat euu knw hw angry ii was?
euu dunno hw it hurts miie also larhs. cos is lyk ii DO treat euu as a fren lo.
hw muchh ii wish ii nvr knew him. hw ii wish he din't appear in my life.
ishx was also part of him tat make euu tink ii din't treat euu as a fren.
being accused ferr nth ishx maybe nt a problem to euu bt to miie it totally suxs.
ii feel so accused ferr nth larhs.if ii can use my life to prove ppl ii nt the one II WOULD.
ii would prove to euu ppl tat ii am being accused de by dying.
maybe ii am crazy or wadeva. but euu are making miie do it
with all ur post. with all the tink euu tag in my blog.
hw muchh ii hated it. hw muchh it hurts miie to see the post euu blog.
those tinks euu said just hurts miie so muchh.
the hatred ii haf ferr euu will nvr be gone.
ur attitude just make ppl totally irritated with euu.
always chi bye here chi bye there.. tink wad..
euu can stand it we can't lo.. euu tink euu veri big larhs.
always scold us ferr small matters.tink we born out gif euu scold de huh.
tink abt how we feel larhs. always let euu scold..
hw muchh we hate euu ishx cos how euu make us hate euu de.
nt we wann de ok!!
wadeva larhs. ii realy dunno how to sae abt euu le.
if euu wann continue make ppl pity euu or make ppl tink ish ii backstabb euu instead
go ahead larhs. the most ii go kill myself prove ii am nt in the wrong larhs.
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