Friday, August 05, 2005
looking at my pool makes me reflect
Friday, August 05, 2005
the pressure i have. no one knws. no one caresfeeling sad, lonely they just dunno how i feelone whu always nag n shoutsone whu wants me out of the housei leave the house. she complaintwhat she want me to do?what does she want from me?anyone can tell me?these is not my life!outsiders treat me better den themeg. JeDd kor,jessie,sarah,hui yuy ain't they my brother or sista?y do i haf to suffer?wad does the world wants from me?wad does God wants from me? wad am i to them?wad am i to the world?am i meant to be in tt house?was i wrong to be born to this world?can anyone tell me?JeDd who treat me lyk a sistajessie whu is always there for mesarah whu is so blur tt i can laughhui yu whu i can play withshi yun whu makes me maDdan ping whu makes my heart pound fast n slowcolleen whu now treats me a friendsteph.phua play n laugh wif meall treat me lyk a human.. a personwad do those 2 treat me as?? RUBbiSh!! Jepher