Monday, September 05, 2005
okay..i had enuff
Monday, September 05, 2005
to:anita[sweetheart]
hey.. i just saw ur blog n it kind of makes me sad..
we din't even sms each other..
[hp kana confiscated]
n also nowadaes we got nth to tok abt
neither did we contact each other to go out..
maybe i din't take the effort to ask u out..
u thought tt i would be happier playing bball with colleen
u thought tt i would be happier going out with jedd
u thought tt all those thing makes me happy..
but did u see me SMILE??
u din't tink abt my feelings inside..
all these daes u won't there for me
wad i felt was LONELINESS n also SAD
y? long story..
ALL the things tt happen was just
MY FAULT!!
wad can i sae but to blame myself for it..
haix.. even the closest person to me nowadaes also
knw more then me?! no one knws how sad i am
being kept in the dark..
maybe they tink tt it is best to be the last one to knw..
do they knw how i feel??
do they thought abt my feelings??
how i hope tt u were with me right now..
so tt i can haf someone with me..
to knw tt i am not lonely..
hope tt i can lie on ur shoulder to cry on!
how i really wish..
sad to sae.. i am really tired of all these things.
i dun wanna knw or tink abt it
cos it hurts me when i tink of anything
JEPher
