Monday, September 05, 2005
Monday, September 05, 2005
to:JeDd korhow long do u wann to keep from me..even sylvia knws abt it..how long haf i known u ? keeping tt r/s away from me..keeping me in the dark..since i was the one tt gave her ur no. dun u tink tt i shld knw abt the R/s firstthou i dun agree but still i told u tt i will supporting u no matter wad decision u make..wad do u wann?u wann me to be the last person to knw abt it rite?!is really sad tt i wasn't the first one to knw or sometinkcos sylvia knw u lyk 2-3 weeks yet she knws more then me..wad i really wann to do is to avoid u for weeks..i regard u as my kor.. but do u??i guess NOTi really dunno wad to say le la! sylvia really knws how sad n unhappy i am la..not cos u stead wiith"her"but u din't tell me anytink..u dun feel comfortable telling me something..since lyk tt.. i feel tt we shld not contact each other for the time beingi might be cruel to sae all these..but it really hurts writing all these..wad i write to anitai really wann her to be by my side now.. so tt i can cry on..i guess u dun knw how it feels to be kept in the dark..i told u all my feelings all the tinks i haf in my heart..but u din't open up to me..den lyk tt forget it la.. i gt nth to sae le..won't contact u for now...Jepher
