Baby,come back to me?

Sunday, October 23, 2005

i dun really knw wad to blog now le.
all i wann them to knw tt actually the whole tink is my fault
but after they knw herr* or wadeva
is up to them to see whu they wann to be with..
i dun wann to stop them or anytink cos they say tt
they got the rights to choose whu they wann to be with
if i insist on them following me n also stopping them to choose they wann to be with
they will tink tt i am someone whu is unreasonable.
wad can i say. they will sure tink tt way de.
i really miss the days we guys had.
only JeDd,xing,ace,huiyu,danping,sherlyn and Me.
we were lyk buddies.going out 2gether.
we were so close together.we had each other.
but now after they knw tt gal* on tt sentosa day
n the others.. i'm not close to them le.
dun even say buddy..
i really wish i can turn back the clock.
den i won't have done any of tis mistakes.
tinks tt i regret totally.
i told herr*tt if i had a chance to turn back the clock i WOULD
i really would lei. i'm totally hurt when i tink back.
but wad can i do?! to blAMe myself forr tiss..
all i wann is tat they knw tat i'm not stopping them from seeing herr*
eg.Ace ask me out. she say tt She** is going.
den i say i dun wann already.. den they tink tt i very petty.
TO:XING,JEDD,ACE..
if Euu guys r happy with her.let me knw. i will just try to vanish.
not going to appear infront of euu.i would do my very best.

i just dun feel lyk ma. i dun wann to see her*
i dun wann to tok to her after all the tinks she say n do to me.
how can i believe her again.how can i trust her again.
how can ii do it against my ownself.
ii really can't.
ii really can't.
ii really can't do it.
dunn force me to.
ii'm sorry.
ii'm really SORRY.

Jepher-