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Saturday, October 22, 2005
there'snotitle Saturday, October 22, 2005

ytd went out with swtheart.
went to many places.
we had fun rite? didn't we?!
everytime i go out with euu
i feel so great n relax.
unlike went i'm at home,
i would lie on my bed n
tink abt wad happen
blaming myself for all the stuff
eg. E problem tat has yet to settle.
euu shld knw wad i'm saying n feel
thou i hate day time
n would rather lyk night time
but everytime i would tink back
n really wann to say sorry to everyone
eg.xing,jedd,n those tt got involve in tis matter
but not tat gal who was so sarcastic
We talk abt it ytd n showed u some tinks.
i dunno y they dun understand how i feel
or tink abt wad actually happen
n who was the cause of tis whole matter.
JEPH was the one to BLAME!
ME was the ONE!!
if not for me. all tis would happen

ii Lurvee at nightt coss noO onee will knw tat i'm crying
ii lurve at nightt cos i can justt do wad i wann to myself
ii lurve at nightt cos i can tink back n reflect abt it
ii lurve at nightt cos it's peaceful n quiet
butt when it's too quiett it's too scary
scared tat sometink mightt happen
but tellin' myself tat i nv regret doing stuff tat i would regret tml
after the whole incident which has yet to settle
ppl ask me to ask herr* to sit down n talk nicely to herr*
but pls. i'm not at fault. i repeat I"M NOT!
Even if euu guys kill me i won't.cos it's not my fault
i mightt be stubborn when i say tis but i dun caree
Euu guys wann to BLAME me i dun care
but Euu guys mightt just regret on it
i dunno wad's gonna happen but it's gonna be hard for me
the road.the path.is going to be hard for me to go through
but i'm gonna finish the road.the path.
i knw there's gonna be loadds of obstacles ahead
i mightt just cry.
i mightt just get hurt.
i mightt just stop.
i mightt just run.
i mightt just kill myself.
tis road.tis path i have to walk myself
no one is gonna help me.
no one is gonna give me support.
no one is gonna give me the courage to carry on.

JEPHER-