Thursday, April 20, 2006
ii'm falling into depression soonn..
Thursday, April 20, 2006
haix..ii knw tt it's lyk so impossible to be together agnn. but ii knw tat ii will keep waiting ferr ur return..euu can choose to ignored me. euu can choose to hurt me.but ii dun mind at all. cos ii lurve euu. ii dunno wad happen ytd during chinese lesson.. maybe too bored cos 2 period.. den ii just tink abt the past and guess wadd.. ii shed tears ferr euu agnn. wad to do? y do ii haf to shed tearss ferr euu? ppl ask me to gif up. but ii choose not to? cos ii knw tt euu are worth waiting ferr. and ii dun mind waiting and ii dun mind the pain euu brought to m0ii life.ii still dun get the prefect answer ferr me and euu to break up or maybe ii can't accept it.ii may look strong ii may look happy.but how muchh ii've suffered do ya knw? ii not strong.. if ii'm ii won't haf cried.do euu tink ii'm happy?ii smile and plae in skool cos ii dun wann others to becos of me den they all no mood to haf fun in skool.ii'm lyk their kai xin guo..making them laugh and stuff.ii may make euu guys laugh.. but comm'on.. ii'm not happy!! ii;m NOT!!>< hw ii wishh euu were here wit me everydae.. telling me tat euu lurve me..but ii knw all tis is juss a dream.. DREAM ON STEPHH!! WAKE UP MAN!!haix..can anyone wake me up frm tis nitenare?ii'm stuck in it.. and ii can't get out. at nite.everytime ii would take out tat letter euu wrote me be4and read it. there ii go crying agnn.the promises are all brokenn..really dunno wad to do..][heartbrokenn][stephh' the lonely soul..lost in her world.-28101004-guess tis code no. *euu*miSsinG yA every Minute every SeconD
