Baby,come back to me?

Saturday, May 10, 2008

at times, we feel scare to love, to care, to give.
A love goes wrong and we mourn over it for zillion years..

past heartaches are there to remind us the mistakes that we made,
the choice we once had and the lesson tt goes along with the pain, to start anew.
forgetting the pain, the ache.
its harder than draining the vast sea.

forgiving, not forgetting...
does it make the painful process heal faster?
the fear of getting hurt and not giving all.
does that cause us the chance to find someone right?

and if there is really a someone right out there,
will the hurt be deeper if something goes wrong?

havin the courage to love again,
takes greater will and determination.
only time can tell..

hiie all, todae has been a totally tiring dae ,
there were onli miie and another full tymer working with miie .
the other 2 part tymers whu was suppose to work with us todae n tml.
dint came todae . iie really wish they make it tml .
to show tat they are not iresponsible todae, which piss miie off ,
cos todae morning they wake miie up to ask miie go work earlier.
is not fair to miie okiies,

anyways , ytd nitex after 12 , iie called joan and miin,
but they were both slping hahah,
so iie decided to call sonia ,
as iie really nidded someone to tok too, ;
she picked up and iie was lyk so happy .
as at that tym im really sadd and she advice miie alot of tinks,
she told miie it wasnt a tym to lyk tok to her or wadeva now,
iie knw tat is not the tym to do anytink.
she ask miie to take my time and stuff,
hmmm, iie knw exactly hw she tinks,
thou iie knw is not possible to get back tgt ,
cos the feelings will be totally wrong even if we still love each other.
due to the past , the bad memories will just keep haunting us .
after talking to her , iie really tink through and decided ,
to let the past go. instead of keep tinking abt uue .
iie also nidd to forgive myself for the selfishness in the past;
thanks for everytink , (baby)
f0r the last tym , uue will not be tat anymore.
iie swear by the moon& the stars, in the sky,
iie be gone , in uur future ; :))
tkcare& iie hope uue grow up,
and hopefully, uue will understand hw iie am a PERSON now .
earning my own money, surviving with my own money :)

anyways , sweetie DANPINGGGG,
iie have alreadi promise to miit uue in the morning on mondae......
and can iie beg uue not to bring sexy to skool? :(
thanks sweetie for making my off dae a real relaxing one , :)
okiies , im getting my ipod frm uncle on mondae night hopefully, whee:))

nitexx all,
ii l0ve uue still 12/08/06 till midnite :D
uue will never be forgotten. my l0ve,once my everytink :((

c uue tml sweetie , muackssx,