Thursday, May 08, 2008
haiis :(
Thursday, May 08, 2008
sry, dint update my bloggy ytd;
was too tiredd frm workk :Dtodae iie and jovy chatted through frenster &&sms :)and iie guess we both are lyk sadd and disappointedd :(anyways, todaee while on the way home frm work , iie tink abt my family ,my mum whuse bdae is coming on 15th may & also mother's dae is on the way .planning to get her a birthday cake as well as a gift :/but iie really dunno wad to get for her . hmm.well , my mum keep tellin miie tat she might be unemployed ;again after tis year, due to her company contract for 1 yr onli.iie knew tat if tat happens, iie haf to help her out with e house hold money and of cos food and stuff . so im saving really loads of money to survive when tat happens.while my sister is still skooling in LA SALLE , for another 2yrs.the expenses for it is alreadi a huge amt . so now im truely gonna save money for emergency :Dnow back to my lyfe, SHE 's still haf a PLACE in my heart ,a SHADOW tat wont leave .they sae to give up ,but iie will keep holding on ,and dun wanna let go ,iie knw tat iie really nidd uue now in my lyfe ,seeing my workplace ( the les couple ) they just keep reminding of uue .and of cos iie hope we were back tgt & so loving lyk them :((iie feel tat no actions frm miie to show uue tat iie really wann uue back,but all these while i've been wearing the ring tat uue gave miie .iie onli took them off when im off to sleep. iie would wanna go tatoo uur name on my shoulder , while maybe tats gonna happen in abt few months tym.iie will get it , somehow, somewhere .iie knw now , uue gt stead alreadii ,maybe uue are happy with her,to tell uue , im happy for uue,but here iie am feeling lost & sadd ,tat the girl isn't miie .iie long for uur kiss, uur touch . :(baby , would uue gimmi one LAST chance , try, hope ?iie love uue still 12/08/06