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Labels: even if the ending is still the same. i love you, iie will wait for youhello all ;:DDtodae is saturday and im going to work at 9am :(been really busy with work these few daes , so dint online due to tiredness .my work place really nidd people to work , until i these few days have to go at 9am ,to help out with the stocks and FIFO and den 12pm or 1pm ,have to open cash counter .__.and den 10pm den off work . haiis , still have many days to go . anyone interested to earn money n work?? other den work , my off days been miiting berber mei,and also my samsam didi :DDam really happy to see them larhhs , cos lyk so long no miit ber,den samsam is my new didi .hahahs. yupps .its' been so long since i see uue alreadii , tat day uue came to vivo ..but we dint tok much due to uur gf appearance .sadly to sae , im dissapointed :'((why cant iie just let uue go?why do iie keep holding on ?YOUUx are the ONE for ME theres' no one else tat can replace YOUUx.
todae is tuesdaeeeeee. :)just woke up .. now is 8.15 am and im gonna go work alreadyy . todae finish work earlyy at 6pm .and tml ishhx my off day . cos iie ask them give miie wed off , due to miiting ber and samsam for some business ;lols. :Dokays , im gone for now . cya my lil bloggy .
FRIDAE OFF DAE :Dwent to bunk and online audii.lols. so many of my family ppl was online .so im really glad tat im not boredd! :)den plae with pooh darling &his darling ,and of cos MINE TOO :Dden JANE darling online . she came to find miie and we all played tgt . and guess wad! she in bunk too :Oshe came to find miie when we started the game! HAA :Dand iie gt to knw BER didi samsam .he was at bunk too :Dand he ask miie to be his jiejie .so iie agree lorhhs. iie played trick on him . not gonna tell uue guys :Danyways he folo miie go find berber ;lols.and blahblahblah.after at night around 11 den all went home . tat's all for my off day :)
.death leaves a heartache no one can heal ,love leaves a memory no one can steal.
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
BOY you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?
So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
BOY I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.
Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be
Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
I'll Be Waiting.
i don't know why, every word in this song represent all that i have in my heart.
if letting go is what you really want me to do, why don't you just tell me?
i know, maybe you hate questions.
maybe, that's why i'm not gonna ask you anymore.
when you are prepared to give me any answers, give me a call, msg me, i'll be there.
BOY, i really love you.
15th june ,
met jedd n nic after they finish celebrating at bugis ,
at night they came to find miie at my house downstairs.
we had a countdown to 12 midnight for jedd bdae
which falls on the 16th june.
tis is the 2nd year im celebrating with her iie guess.
hmmm. or maybe 3rh ? =X
cant really rmb . but so wad? im just happy . :D
anyways todae is the 16th june. and they called miie at 7+
when iie finish working at 6pm.
they came to miit miie again =.=
kinda lamee. cos we been miiting really often.
more den iie miiting twinny.
AWW! IIE MISS YOUUx TWINNY!!! :((
''- iie really wish you a happy bdae ,
iie hope tat iie can celebrate youur bdae,
with you each and every year.
iie wann you to knw im always here f0r you.
im willingly to be youurs f0rever .
youurs truely -''
Labels: holding on for youu.trust is all it takes
people make mistakes
sunshine fades to grey
the second i'm away
minutes turn to hours without you
Time keeps marching on
The summers been and gone
and i'm still here alone still waiting
I'm on my own a million miles away
temptation all round
it won't be long so please be strong
cause i'm holding on for you
trust is all it takes
people make mistakes
cause we are only human - lets face it
And I struggle through the day
pretend that i'm ok
And make believe that you're here beside me
yes i'm on my own a million miles away
temptation all around
it won't be long so please be strong
cause i'm holding on for you
you are the one that i can truly believe in
so don't ever think that i would ever diss you baby
without a doubt you are my rhyme and my reason
and i won't let you down
cause i'm on my own a million miles away
temptation all round
it wont be long so please be strong
i'm holding on for you
i'm on my own feelin blue
miles from home
i'm lost without you
but i'll be strong keep holding on
holding on for you
You were my addiction.
You are my memory.
But time heals the pain.
and time is on my side.
For better or for worse.
I didn't mean for this to go.
As far as it did.
And i didnt mean to get so close.
And share what we did
I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did.
And you didnt mean to love me back, but i know you did.
Labels: i'm gonna get over YOUUx soon . uur bdae coming in 2 days.wahaha, twinny, the blogskin is verii nice , ! :Diie really love it and the words in it ,are veri similar to wad i feel there's no nidd to delete uur post :Dhahahs. thanks twinny for uur support ILOVEYOUUx.hheex.anywayss,im going to workk soon, tml ishhx my OFF dae :DD''-you told miie to give up,is hard for miie but iie will try , no matter wad . bec0s uue dun love miie anymore. but iie wna tell uue tat my love for uue, will still be in my heart , even though iie have stop loving uue alreadi(soon to come) YOUUx STILL HAVE A PLACE IN MY HEART -''
steph twinny, min here.
i don't know if you liked this blogskin i had chosen for you.
anyway, take care and don't think so much already <3
i will be here for you always.
After you read this, you can delete it. hahas.
If you don't like this blogskin, tell me and i help you change to another one.
loves <3
todae went to work, my work mate damn shyt okiies,she was lyk scoldin miie and toking rubbish as if she
wont make mistake, wadeva it is ,
iie told some of them tat if boss fire HER,
iie will work 10am - 10pm . !!!
iie SWEAR ok.
damn it, really make miie damn pissed off ,
until iie wanna cryy.
called nic n jedd , but nic miit gf,
and jedd is not going to miit miie cos of nic.
so wadevaa. really had no one to share my pain .
haiis.
iie feel so complicated myself.
bits n pieces here and there.
my brain is lyk gonna burst lyk a balloon :((
am working tml in the morning at 10am - 6pm
haiis , no mood now .. T__T
iie wanna go slp alreadii.
tata everyone x33S REDD.
-"if iie could haf YOUUx back ONCE again ,
iie AM willing to PAY any PRICE ,
even if iie haf to PAY with my LIFE,
just to be with YOUUx ,and onli YOUUx.
YOUUx are my HEART, my SOUL ,my WORLD."
12 08 06 . I love YOUUx
todae went to work, my work mate damn shyt okiies,she was lyk scoldin miie and toking rubbish as if she wont make mistake, wadeva it is ,iie told some of them tat if boss fire HER,iie will work 10am - 10pm . !!!iie SWEAR ok. damn it, really make miie damn pissed off ,until iie wanna cryy.called nic n jedd , but nic miit gf,and jedd is not going to miit miie cos of nic.so wadevaa. really had no one to share my pain .haiis.iie feel so complicated myself. bits n pieces here and there.my brain is lyk gonna burst lyk a balloon :((am working tml in the morning at 10am - 6pm haiis , no mood now .. T__Tiie wanna go slp alreadii.tata everyone <3s>-"if iie could haf YOUUx back ONCE again , iie AM willing to PAY any PRICE , even if iie haf to PAY with my LIFE, just to be with YOUUx ,and onli YOUUx. YOUUx are my HEART, my SOUL ,my WORLD." 12 08 06 . I love YOUUx
have you ever mised someone and felt terriblebecause uue tink tat she dont't miss uue?missing someone is a terrible feeling but at the same time , sweet feeling.tinking if she ever cares abt uue.rushing to the phone once it rings hoping tat it's HER.l0oking out of the window hoping tat she willsurprise uue by appearing downstairs .sitting in front of the television but tinking of hermissing the final episode of uur favourite show.lying on the bed , tinking of the last time uue wentout tgt , tinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again,talking abt everytink,your dreams,plan , and future tgt .logging on the internet hoping to see her online.when uue realized tat she isn't online and did notreturn uur page, uue start worrying if she is okayy.missing someone is a way of growing up,iie guess.it exposes uue to loneliness.it teaches uue how to cope with being lonelyand let uue knw tat there is actually a feeling known asEMPTINESS.sometimes it feels good to miss someone tat uue knwuue really care and uue indulge in the feeling of lovin/caring for her.but missing someone and not knwing if she is feeling the same is terrible.uue feel as if uue are being left alone.so if uue miss someone , tell her and let her knw.at the same time, ask if she miss uue.dont let the feeling of missing someone becomejealousy or paranoid. if uue are the one being missed and uue knw it,let the other party knw . if uue miss her too , tell themDONT let them WAIT . iie miss uue _ _ _ _
Labels: YOUR BDAE IS COMING :E3OH GOSH! its been so long since iie bloggy, anywayys , due to my house comp broke down again ,and therefore , mummy just bought a new imac comp ytd night ,hehesx,but iie cant download games , so yeahh , im still happy cos im still able to hear music at least and chat alil on the online webbie n also blog now .hehesx,anyways , todae is a sundae ryte?!!iie just finish work at 10+ ,reach home at 11.30 @__@am really tiredd, but iie just wanna blog . :DDokaes, great news for myself :Diie GOT MY OWN PSP ALREADII! WOOHOO :DDits WHITE ANDD ERMS , 8GB AND ERRR.. iie dunno wad to sae , AM EXCITED OKIIES :)okaees, back to reality ,her bdae is coming . OMG , and iie really dunno wad to buy for her ,once in a year iie can gift her a present. but iie really hope tat tis present will be really meaningful .and also tat she will keep it with her . and rmb tat iie still love her ,and never gonna love any other ppl . im just gonna hold on to it , anyone gt idea on the present ??!oh mann .. haiis.am really brainstorming ><actually , iie bought her sumtink alreadi , but iie just dun tink tat is gonna be a good present . haiis. shop for nearly 1week alreadii , and iie still cant tink of anytink else....okiies , tat's all for todae , am gonna write some lyrics :E3
thursdae was my off day ,
happily going to bunk :D
went audii , den nich online ,
he saw miie , wanting to miit up ltr,
iie said okiies, and jedd came along.
iie dint knw she will bring her stead larhhs ,
hhaiis,
anyways, miit up until veri late at nite ,
den iie msg her ,
iie felt stupid , bt iie nidd to knw the answer :(
iie ask uue questions , but all uue replied was
lyk as if you are not the one iie love.
HELLO, I LOVE YOU STILL ALRYTE!
todae, workin until 10pm.
den nicholas came to find miie ,
and he ask miie to miit him after work, iie said alryte,
and he told miie jedd comin =.=
ok! iie was happy tat she is coming ,
but when iie miit them ,
THE GF CAME OK!
:((
really verii piss off and sadd.
anyways, we went to west coast to eat the famous cheese prata shop,
eat liaos, den nich fetch miie home ,
gotta wake up 8am tml cos im working morning shift :D
tkcare peeps, LOVES.
